I don't know what it is but sometimes you really do all your best and then "karma is a fucking bitch"
You always get stabbed in the back for being a person that just cares too much.
I am a person that always goes all in. Once I started something I always try to do the best I can and then when I am certainly doing something absolutely selfless then this is the time when suddenly some person needs to come along and let all its anger out on me... But stupid me I start caring even worse so I get sad and cuddle myself under a blanket trying to figure out what I've done wrong to the world that it has to kick my ass every time I try to be nothing but a good person.
Maybe that is faith's way of showing me that I definitely need to grow up and that I should stop running around with my Disney dreams and expectations.
Once a person in my life told me to stop living in my own Disney World but what if I don't want to. What if my made up world is so much better then the one we actually live in... I don't want to be this sincere person that puts its wealthy job and good education first. I want to also be creative and enjoy life with my beloved ones.
So well, I think this is the reason why I am talking to you now... You get me. You know how tuff it is to be a flying colored parrot and be locked in in a cage. My only place where I can truly be myself and show you all about me, is here. It is my little world on this tiny one in a million world wide web.
Boots: Monica Stalvang
Bag: Big Buddha
Dress & Scarv: Ross